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Hard Day

HARD DAY So I've been away for a couple of days I went to Casper WY to see a specialist. I had an eeg and got my doses increased well for some reason today I am having siezures like no other right now. I've typed this out once already but apparently I didn't save this so I'm gonna keep it short and simple. No matter the chore of what you're doing having seizures during them sucks but as I fight right now I know I can inspire someone even though I'm just typing. if anything comes of sounding weird I apologize I just hope I can show someone it's possible.

Happy Anniversary

Colossians 3:13 13 Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. So my husband and I had are 3rd anniversary this week but instead of celebrating like most people do. We got in a huge fight and ended up getting counseled by his parents. When I got to work yesterday the agenda for Sunday is forgiveness and this was one of the verses that the pastor was using. It made me think that we over reached on stupid little things and we should of been happy on that day. My in-laws told us that God likes to test you on your special day (My husbands family is very religious I am but not to that point) they had a point to what they said we were being tested. We both had different expectations when we got home. I wanted to spend the evening together he wanted me to be all tidied up along with the house. Our minds weren't on the same page we weren't o

Sharing and Evolving

So I thought it would be a little fun to look up some fun facts about epilepsy after all that's what this blog is suppose to center around so here's one of them I found interesting. Like a diabetic who is misinterpreted as a drunk driver, epileptics can often have a seizure that manifests itself as bizarre behavior, such as: repeating the same word, not responding to questions, speaking gibberish, undressing, or screaming. Now unlike a lot of people I respond to questions that doesn't make much sense or sometimes I'm right on the money. I gathered some stories from others' that I'm going to share with you in the next couple of days. I found their stories touching I started off asking the wrong question. I was comparing them to me I was putting together a small poll but the more people I asked I saw that others' felt the same as me. They didn't feel like they were being heard, the felt lost, and some lives were brought all crashing down. I got emotion

To Each Their Own

So the more I work at my job the more I think of religion, I think of how good of a Christian I am and let me tell you I'm not the best of person as I was typing out the bulletin for this coming Sunday I had to type out the Prayer of Confession which said. Holy God, your love and mercy reach beyond all the bounds of human reckoning. While we have experienced that love and mercy in our own times of failure, we confess that we have not always followed your example. We are quick to judge our neighbors and to condemn those different from us. Forgive us, we pray. Help us to love as we have been love; to forgive as we have been forgiven; and grant us grace to leave the judgment of the world in your hands, through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen. Breaking this prayer down it just states that no matter how much you judge you will be forgiven. Also it means not to judge people by how they look like the saying don't judge a book by it's cover. I claim to be a Christian so I am but he

Mom Life

Being a mom you cook, clean, drive, go to the park, and whatever other needs there is to take care of your kid or kids you sacrifice a lot. I myself am talking from experience I stopped taking care of myself like I should of I was so exhausted by the end of the day I didn't realise what I was doing to my body and my mind. My husband and I got so irritated with each other because I was so stressed and didn't want to do anything. We came to the point of talking about divorce now since I spent so much time focusing on my child I forgot about the one man who loves me so much he helped me again a child. I neglected him I wasn't asking him how his day was I didn't talk to home like I should of been. Because of everything I did where I stopped thinking of myself and my husband. I have to see someone and talk to someone cause I have depression and more. My depression comes from 2 places my meds and my attitude on taking care of myself. I know where I have epilepsy I sh

A God Sent

Matthew 11:28 28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.                              I don't normally post verses from the bible because not everyone has the same problem but to those who I want to reach this moment. I want you to at least keep an open mind to what I'm about to say. I am now working as a Secretary at a Church it's been the best thing to happen to me. I haven't been judged by my condition I haven't met a bad person.....YET.....but that brings up the whole just because you go to church doesn't mean you're a good person discussion I know people who go to church every Sunday and they aren't the best people the judged my best friend before they even met her. So here's a small challenge for you if you'd like to go to google and just type in verses about _____ I typed in Healing because I'm feeling better about my self Just like this picture makes me feel good you don't even have to

My Lastest Grand Mal

On December 28th I had a grand mal seizure my injures ended up being a slightly broken nose a cut on my eyebrow and as bitten tongue that I got 6 stiches and got so busy that this post has been in my drafts for that long I'm working again and I love my 3 hour job working at a Church is truly a God given gift. Gabe got bit by a dog and has 12 stiches he's ok other than that everything has been going great