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Stronger Than You Think

So I've been gone for awhile and I think I'm finally ready to tell you lovelies why......

I know I've talked about my divorce a little on here but I'm still not able to talk about certain things that are going on or have gone on. It's been so long since I've posted I don't remember if I've told you guys that I went through Emotional Abuse I was also diagnosed with depression so with all of those being mixed into a pot I've been going though a lot but just because I've been through a lot doesn't mean I'm done I start a journey I've been using a #myjourney on my Instagram I've been working out focusing on my child and my job (I'm now a housekeeper in stead of a dietary aide)  I'm living in my dad's house with my son. I'm getting closer to have my own place it's so close I can almost touch it.

I got a new tattoo to help me through the day I got it on my wrist so I know that I can do it and I will do it.

I keeping getting off track I get this blog is about my life but it's also about helping you. Which leads me to if you're in a abusive relationship it's never to late to get out. I was with my ex for a total of 5 years someone that I was in love with hurt me the most. It doesn't even have to be in your love life it could be your family. I know I say family is always there but that's not everyone's case it can even happen in friendships.

I'm going to drop the National Domestic Abuse Hotline Link here

The toughest part is finding the toxic people and washing them out of your life I've been doing this since my divorce got filed and some people have been there stuck by then I started noticing a pattern I was just a filler friend. I'm not going to deny that I have had filler friends in the past the more present ones I still try to reach out to. What I'm trying to say if you are a filler friend you don't need that person in your life. I hope I can give you my readers the help to have a happy life I started out saying that I wasn't going to care what other people said well I did care I thought I didn't but I did.

You can walk away from any hurtful situation thinking you don't care anymore and you may even put up walls even with all that deep down you are still human you will feel the hurt eventually.

Life is very interesting... in the end, some of your greatest pains, become your greatest strengths.
Drew Barrymore
Being human is about showing emotion don't shut yourself down don't wallow in what could of been live in the now. Use the pain and suffering to find yourself because I know I am slowly finding myself I know longer need validation from random guys I was meeting. I can validate myself now which is a step up from where I was.

Amanda Rost

Instagram : @EpilepticMom


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