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Showing posts from December, 2018

True Christmas

Merry Christmas or Happy Holidays So this post is kind of sad or depressing I don't get to spend actually spend Christmas with him because of this divorce I have to share holidays. We opened presents today and my son with get his Santa presents in the morning. I remember Christmas being fun as a kid but now I realize as an adult that Christmas is about love family and friends I know understand looking back on how much they put it in kids movies on why. Now I didn't realize this today, but it's something that needs to be spread more and talked about more. When my son gets old enough to understand I'm going to spend what I've been calling a modest Christmas. Spend it with family and friends maybe have one present for everyone or draw names so they can open one present. Decorate the tree listen to music and spend time together be a family again Amanda Rost Instagram : @EpilepticMom

Changed My Life

Devil's Tower WY in case you haven't been there, there are a lot of legends from the Native Americans about how the great spirits lifted the rock to save a person from a bear attacking them. Now that's just a sum up there are multiple different versions of the stories. I went there to hike in July I actually thought I saved and finished this post after I got back but where my laptop hates me it looks like I didn't. Going there changed me I don't know how to explain it I know I talked about going through dark times in my life  but that's behind me now I know who I am what I want know even though the year is almost over things are looking up.  My divorce is still going on but every step is closer to the end. With the new year coming and like everybody else I'm excited for Christmas (which I asked Santa for a new laptop) As I get off subject like I said the New Year is coming and as it creeps up on us everyone is already saying new year no me well I'm g