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Changed My Life

Devil's Tower WY in case you haven't been there, there are a lot of legends from the Native Americans about how the great spirits lifted the rock to save a person from a bear attacking them. Now that's just a sum up there are multiple different versions of the stories.

I went there to hike in July I actually thought I saved and finished this post after I got back but where my laptop hates me it looks like I didn't. Going there changed me I don't know how to explain it I know I talked about going through dark times in my life but that's behind me now I know who I am what I want know even though the year is almost over things are looking up.  My divorce is still going on but every step is closer to the end.

With the new year coming and like everybody else I'm excited for Christmas (which I asked Santa for a new laptop) As I get off subject like I said the New Year is coming and as it creeps up on us everyone is already saying new year no me well I'm going to join those people this year by saying new year new me.

Devil's Tower literary did help change me though and reminded me my love of history I bought a book from the souvenir store Sister to the Sioux the memoirs of Elaine Goodale Eastman a woman who actually sat down and talked with Sitting Bull. I haven't completely finished the book yet but it's a page grabber in my opinion.
The starry, fragile windflower, 
Poised above in airy grace,

Virgin white, suffused with blushes, 
Shyly droops her lovely face.
Elaine Goodale Eastman 

Amanda Rost

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