Epileptic Mom

I was once asked how I'm so happy with my life single mom no help doing it all by myself.  I didn't know how to reply at the time I just said I don't know I just upon thinking about this moment I wish I would have said well I have a beautiful son wonderful friends great job and a roof over my head also I have done this all on my own something I never would have imagined in a hundred years. I know I've mentioned it a couple of times in some posts but I found myself when I went hiking at devil's tower. Now this was my awakening hiking may not be the thing for you or it might be who knows......you do deep down you just haven't reached that point yet. Reaching that point to get to your awakening is scary now if you read a lot of the past posts I use to be very biblical. I'm not her anymore I'm more spiritual now and as cheesy as it sounds I let the wind guide me. My brother and sister-in-law are pagans. I thought this was weird at one point and sadly un

Regret  feel sad, repentant, or disappointed over (something that has happened or been done, especially a loss or missed opportunity). Why do we regret things in life when all it does is drag us down. I'd personally wouldn't want to live a life full of sadness constantly disappointed in decisions that have already happened. Stop looking back on the past it's well, the past.  If all of the so-called horrible things that happened to you didn't happen you wouldn't be where you are right now in this moment. Yes, your position might not be ideal I know mine isn't but I wouldn't give up what I've learned and done. I may be 23 almost 24 divorced single mom but, I know things that I am glad I know I have the knowledge to live a good life. I'm glad I got married and had a baby I wouldn't know what love is without my son and because of my ex-husband.  Regretting decisions and choices isn't going to change anything. It's not gonna