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Be a Queen Not a Princess

Insecurity's something that doesn't just disappear overnight. From when a friend is running late to plans that you made or someone hasn't called you when they said they were going to. That guy you liked is taking a job that's taking him far away for a whole year.

No matter the situation and even if you're faking it til you make it they still appear when it comes to the simple stuff. It's okay to feel this it just means well like I've said before you are human. Nothing is perfect you'll have obstetricals you'll cry laugh and scream. You'll be fine there are people there for you even if you think someone is standing you up because they had plans with someone else before your time with them.

I'll be honest I'm writing this right now because it's how I feel at the moment I'm not perfect I'm human. I've been through a lot that I get these feelings even though my friend is running late and hanging out with others I know she still cares for me. I know I've lost friends in the past but that's because of other reasons. I'm still working on myself I may have been in a toxic relationship 😢 but that's the past and I try not to look back. I can't change my past it's made me who I am. I'm happy with where I am but I get scared that I'm going to end up alone. Fear is my challenge and I tell myself daily I'm stronger than it. I know I am but it takes over but once again I'm human my fight or flight kicks in and lately I've chosen to fight not to flight.

I love myself and am finding who I am again. My past does not define me I'm going to fight every day and everything thrown at me and you should too. You're beautiful loving and kind. You're not a
Princess who needs saving you are a Queen people fear.

Amanda Rost

Instagram: @EpilepticMom


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