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Stress Is Something Else

Stress comes in many forms and there are many ways to find relief from stress. I use multiple different methods to get rid of my stress from yoga to reading a book. Why am I so stressed lately well my hours at my job are getting cut. Yep! I'm going from a full-time employee barely making it by to a part-time employee who's probably going to fall behind on bills if I don't find a second job or a completely new one. I do know one thing as stubborn as I am I will not be going back to my old job working in the kitchen at the nursing home I will be homeless before that happens.  I do have a couple options one of my mom's friends has put in a word for me because the company they work for is looking for a secretary and my boyfriend has been bugging me to help out a little more around the house. Depending what happens will be the choice of my outcome I know I need to let my boyfriend help a little more but it's personally hard for me.
I've been doing it all by myself for almost 2 years no child support from my ex me, myself, and I. That's who's been paying my bills no in this tight spot I need help....which saying that alone is a step in the direction of me hitting that point. I know I recently talked about accepting help but it's still tough for me almost 2 years that's a long time to break a few habits within a week. Making tough decisions in such a short amount of time I guess it also shows strength.

I know I can do this I already have an interview set up to do something I've never wanted to do and that is work to part-time jobs. My fingers are crossed that this will go well and I know I have support from my boyfriend and family have my back. I'm glad I have love in my life but that doesn't mean I'm still stressing. On the bright side, my boss has laid
off on me a little.

Amanda Rae
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