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A Horses Soul

So I know I kind of touched this topic a little but I feel as if I should touch it a little more. I rarely talk about her, and I honestly don't know why, but I'm talking about my horse, Sandy.  Sandy helped me break out of my shell from my insecurities. All these insecurities came from my epilepsy if you haven't already guessed it. I got Sandy when I was 7 years old she was and still is one of the most beautiful horses I've ever seen. I honestly don't know what I would do without her I'm going to be devastated when she passes. Sandy is part of the reason I am the confident woman that I am. She was there for me when nobody else was. She's the one I can always go to no matter what I love her with all my heart, and I know she feels the same. I don't know why I don't talk about her as much as I should but, I do know that talking to Julie Sailiant she kind of opened my eyes again. Talking to her reminded me how much she means to me and how powerful

Fantasy Post (Part 2)

In case you didn't see it before reading this post you might want to read part 1 As she looked around for the Mngwa she heard a faint voice "Don't worry they taste good" she looked around and didn't see anyone. Still wondering where the Mngwa went and wondering where that voice was coming from she crept towards the bush. When she got to the bush they were berries that she's never seen before and when she tasted them they were something she never tasted before. Still, wonder where the voice came from she started looking around more and as she moved around the area she saw bones knives and fear was once again struck in her. Nervous she continued looking for the voice and she heard again "You don't have to bed scared" this instilled a calmness in her. She started to think is it the Mngwa that is talking? Nobody ever came back to make claims that the Mngwa could talk nobody ever made it back.  When the little girl finally came across the Mng

Sandy my Girl

Pn my venture to find my career and build it I've been meeting some wonderful people. In the midst of meeting one person, I've realized I've never talked about how much my horse made an impact on me. Sandy is y girl and she has helped me break out of my shell she made me the loving person I am today. Sandy is my girl and I'm her's I like to say that we have a complicated relationship because she doesn't always cooperate. I don't boss her around she's my friend and we have a heart to heart conversation here and there but we have a bond so strong that no one can compare. I almost don't know how to explain how she helped but she did when it came to my seizures. She's a blessing and I never want to lose her. Not only is she great with me but she's wonderful with my son and has been his entire life. I know that's not a really long time for only 3 years but I love it. More people need relationships with their horses like this. There&

Hear Me Out

Hear me out is the new podcast I got so excited about Coffee or wine that I decided to make one for Epileptic Mom I'm proud of myself I'm going to do this at least once a week what day I haven't decided yet keep an eye on it. I decided that I will be uploading my podcast every Monday. They are going to be either a motivational speech to help you through the week, or we will dive into interviews with others on what's going on in their life and how they made it through their darker hours. There are all types of problems and methods that people come up with for themselves that help them cope. I'm hoping that some of their ways will help one of you or whoever the listeners cope with themselves. This is the goal behind my book, blog and now my podcast I want to help people feel comfortable in their own skin, to help them in a way that they didn't even know they needed. I'm putting myself out there which is scary, and