The thing is you live and you learn though I hope to make a difference with my books or book as of this moment I only have one. I do hope on releasing my second book this year titled Myself. I'm doing something that I never thought I would do but I'm revealing my true self I talked some about what I've been through in You. I'm taking off my brave face and am going to reveal my feelings it's hard but I'm doing it.
The thing is how am I going to help someone if I'm still hiding You. It was the first step Myself might just be my final. After this, I might start being able to write fiction like I want.
If you can dream it you can achieve it, it's going to take some work and it may not happen right away just don't give up.