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More Change....It's Good Though

I know I put it on my podcast but need to let my readers know I am enrolling in college, so I'm cutting back in some areas. My blog is my home and the first project that I have been neglecting horribly, and I apologize I use to use it as a safe place from my ex-husband and where my divorce is finally finalized as of September 19th, 2019. I don't really need a safe place anymore, but I still want to strive to help people, and I'm pretty sure I've said this before, but I need to work on myself before I can genuinely help someone else.

Starting tomorrow, October 10th, 2019, my boyfriend and I are going to be working out as a couple. I'm excited because well, as cheesy as it sounds, this is a first for me. I'm making new frists with him; we are going to be Pikachu and Ash Ketchum for Halloween; it's another first for me as well. I've been so happy with my life lately; I almost forgot to keep my passion alive. I know that sounds weird, but it happens life catches up with you, and I'm always available on my other platforms I'm holding back a little on my podcast. Every other week still on Mondays Instagram well, it's my addiction and Twitter. I think I'm well off there. Change is here again; I always want to be a motivational speaker, and maybe college can help me with that.

Like I've talked about before, you can't stop change; it happens for better or for worse, and the difference is a relationship you can't leave, it's always there.  I've never been so excited to work out like I am now, and this time I know I'm going to stick to it. To better others, I need to change myself to feel better. I need that dopamine. I have my wireless headphone charging, so they'll be ready tomorrow, and tomorrow, I will have my before picture with my boyfriend up on Instagram. I haven't felt like this in a long, long, long time.
I'm looking forward to stuff again.

When it comes to my writing, I'm working on a novel now, Fantasy, what I love and hope I'm good at it because this is going to be a series. I'm no JK Rowling or Neil Gaiman. I would love to be able to write like them someday; it's my first series, and when it comes out, I'll be more over the moon than I was with my self-help book; it's only 51 pages, but everybody starts somewhere. Look at George Lucas he created Star Wars and was turned down by so many studios he pitched it as a western but in space to sum it up. The whole fact of that is he didn't give up and look at the empire he built to the fact that Disney wanted the right to the movies, and they got them. Everybody starts somewhere, and honestly, I'm going to shamelessly put the link to my book here for you to check out it comes in kindle and paperback. No shame, I don't have a lot of money to put my book in ads and everything right now; it's a word of mouth thing.

Amanda Rae
Instagram: @EpilepticMom
Twitter: @EpilepticMomAR


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