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Last Couple Of Days

I know I've been gone for the last 2 days but in 2 days a lot has happened. Monday not a lot really went on compared to Sunday and Tuesday. Sunday I had a photo shoot with one of my friends who are trying to become a model. I know my way around a camera so I took over 300 pictures but I guess that's really not important. This is one of them that I took for an ad that I was hired online for and she is going to use this in her portfolio.

Tuesday is where things get interesting I've been doing so good until yesterday. I had another grand mal seizure and honestly, I can't really remember what happened on Monday even though my seizure was on Tuesday. It sucks when the side effects kick in and I also got sick after everything yesterday I so lucky my husband was here and I wasn't alone. I honestly thought I was just coming out of an absence seizure. I didn't realize until my husband told me my mother got a bowl for me just in case I upchucked. Since I had that seizure yesterday I've been sick with something I have sore throat stuffy nose and a cough. I got the curd.

So my agenda for today is my son is at the babysitter's and my butt is on the couch I know I need to get stuff done around the house I just feel so drained I'm trying not to use it as an excuse but it keeps sounding like one. I guess that others will never understand until they've walked a mile in my shoes.

I know I'm not the only person who has to deal with seizures but the people who don't including my own family don't always understand. Everyone has different emotions, active things they do while in a seizure. For example I'm verbal in my absence seizures I have yet to meet someone who is verbal during a seizure. So lwt me know what different when you have a seizure or you loved one does.

Amanda Rost

Instagram : @EpilepticMom


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